so much...

there is so much going on in my heart. it's crazy and overwhelming and just so big at the moment. i know that emotionally it will just take time for it all to drift out and be right again, but it's these sort of moments that i just want to talk and process and work it out. but i know that even in that there's nothing that i can say or do to change it. i can't just wave a magical wand and make it all more simple or even more meaningful, it is just what it is.

so what am i doing with it? listening to this amazing guy playing a george harrison song on a ukulele and blogging to you. i wish that we were in the habit more of talking on the phone.

hope you are having a good christmas. my parents told me today that the denver airport got snowed in. have you guys been in a blizzard? did that effect ya'll?